Rising Up From The Ashes

It has been one of those days where my mind does not want to concentrate on what I should be doing and is instead thinking about something else that is far more important to me than my work. Fortunately, this questionnaire is not nearly as long as most of them.


Have you ever had your heart broken?
hahahahaha!!!! I have begun to think that being in pieces is its natural state

Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
Nope. Man/Woman up and be honest. Fucker.

Have you ever seen the last person you texted naked?
Anything is possible. I may even have pics.

Do you believe in angels and demons?
I have dated both. In the same person even.

Have you ever been attracted to someone very unattractive?
Yeah I guess, but then I think there are lots of things more important than the physical. I didn’t think he was all that unattractive but my friends thought he was goofy looking.

What would your best friend be surprised to know about you?
If I wouldn’t tell a best friend, why the hell would I blab it in a public survey???

Do you think male and females can be friends?
yes, most of my friends are male

What technological device could you not live without?
I really like having a computer and it does make my life easier but I could certainly live without one.

How do you want to die?
In a blaze of glory while doing something I am passionate about. NOT while sitting on my fat ass in front of a computer screen/television.

What are you craving right now?
scallops, a steak, molten lava cake…in other words, Morton’s!

Are your nails done/painted?
yep. They are a lovely bright red.

Does someone love you?
not a soul

Do you know your father’s b- day?
January 9th

Are you mean?
I certainly can be but I’m usually not.

Is you hair down or up?
up

Do you believe in true love?
yes

Are you proud of the person you’ve become?
I have worked damn hard to become this person and to maintain my integrity when it seems that those around me only give a crap about themselves so yeah, I guess I am.

Would you change your name?
I just did.

What’s your favorite number?
369

Have you ever been in a perfect relationship?
There is no such thing. People suck. As long as the commitment is there to stick around and support each other and the good outweighs the bad that is really the best one can hope for.

What do you want for your next birthday?
The things I want are not given as gifts. They are not things. Hell, I have more things than I know what to do with at the moment.

Do you get along with your best friends boyfriend/girlfriend?
Don’t have a best friend but the S.O.s of the people I hang out with all seem to dig me.

Have you ever cleaned up someone else's vomit?
yep! I sure have.

Can you read other people’s expressions?
Most of the time

Have you ever met your number 1s dad?
A couple times, four to be exact, for the big holidays. We help to run interference for each other.

When was the last time you saw this person?
last Wednesday

Name one good memory you had together?
It is hard to choose just one. We have had loads of good times together. Games at the arcade, carting his saran wrapped body around CON, standing on the lake in the F’ing cold…oh! 5-year-old date night! PB&J, oreos, milk and Monsters Inc. He is an adorable little kid.

Do you have pics of this person on your MySpace?
yes, there is an entire folder of them

Could you stand to live with this person?
for a few hours maybe, then we’d be wanting to kill each other

I love the book:
At the moment I am really digging “The Black Book of Colors” Fantastic concept!

Quote a verse from the last song you listened to?
"I’m all right. I’m just fine and you’re a tool..."

What is the last card game you played?
cribbage

Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere?
I don't get rides from others.

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
Not entirely. Bad shit happens to good people far more often than it ought to if this were the case.

Would you ever parachute off of a plane?
This summer I am planning to take the leap. Geronimo!!!!!

Are you cheating on someone right now?
Hell no. I don't believe in it.

Has anyone told you that they would always be there for you?
Sure many have said it but then when it comes down to it they are nowhere to be found when needed. When I ask them about it later they always claim that they figured I had everything under control and could take care of shit myself. Of course I can! The bastards are never there for me…
Fuckers!
Hence my motto: People Suck!
Okay, rant over. We will now resume the regularly scheduled survey. :)

Would you ever enhance or get any kind of plastic surgery?
Perhaps. I have considered it.

What color is your mouse pad?
Depends. At work it is a dark purple gel one. At home it is a black and white Escher print.

Are you gonna be home alone tonight?
When I make it home I will be alone but I’ve got plans and will be going out for a good part of the night as well.

Did you enjoy your last weekend?
Sure did. I went out and did a number of fun things. Drank champagne and ate an ass load of chocolate! OMG! Dark chocolate dipped strawberries from Godiva may be the most heavenly thing ever.

Ever watched someone die?
yes, several someones including many that I was close to.

Been to Canada?
yep

Been to Mexico?
yes. I’ve even been there to bail a friend out of jail.

Been to Florida?
yes

Jumped off a cliff?
yes

Bungee jumped?
no

Parasailed?
yes in Madrid

Been to Hawaii?
not yet

Been on a plane?
yes

Flown a plane?
yes

Been on a helicopter?
yes

Played cops and robbers?
yes, even as an adult. Much more fun than the kid’s version!

Paid for a meal with coins only?
yep! Just earlier this week in fact.

Been to New York City?
yes. Love it!

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
yes

Been down Bourbon Street in New Orleans?
yes!

Watched the sunrise with someone?
yes

Gone ice-skating?
yes

Deep sea fishing?
no

Driven across the United States?
not in one shot although I have driven from MN to each of the coasts

Been in a hot air balloon?
no

Been sky diving?
not yet. This summer I am planning to do so.

Gone snowmobiling?
yes

Lay down outside at night and admired the stars?
yes, often!

Seen a falling star and made a wish?
of course

Been on a cruise?
yes Still want to do one to Alaska some day. Oh and Greece too!

Traveled by train?
many, many times.

Traveled by motorcycle?
yes

Been horseback riding?
yes

Been to Disney World?
yes. Hated it!

Been in a rain forest?
nope

Ridden on an elephant?
yes

Swam with dolphins?
no

Walked on the Great Wall of China?
not yet…

Been water-skiing?
yes. I suck!

Been snow-skiing?
yes

Swam in the Mediterranean?
yes

Follow a map for treasure?
yes, I love treasure hunts!

Love someone so much it made you cry?
yes

Own a Wii?
not yet although I want one terribly! I always bowl my first ball into the crowd just for fun. It may eventually wear on the nerves of the people I play with but it never grows old for me. Heheh…

Had surgery?
oh yeah

Favorite store?
Smitten Kitten

Favorite restaurant?
Morton’s

Favorite quote?
at the moment it is this one from Jim Morrison:
“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel?”

Ever participate in a 3 some?
yes I have and it was a damn good thing I had a back up because it turned out that neither of them was all that great on his own. Not all the French deserve their reputations as good lovers.

Did you ever get it on at work?
yes, but not at my current job yet (well, at least not with anyone else…)

What's on your bed?
black satin sheets, black and silver comforter with several matching pillows, Toki, and probably a cat or two

Do you trust people?
It is very rare.

Would you die for someone?
there are a few that I would risk it all for

How was your birthday?
It was very nice. I planned all my favorite things and everything went smoothly.

Do you think people dwell on the past too much?
yes they do. Especially since most tend to never forget the mistakes others have made but blissfully allow their own to fade from memory.

Has anyone ever cheated on you? Do you think they regret it?
Most of them have. As for regretting it, their feelings mean nothing at all to me anymore.

Would you be surprised if one of your good friends confessed their love for you?
Probably. They really ought to know me better than that by now.

Does anyone completely understand you?
No. Not even me.

Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Larry

Are you scared of growing old alone?
Not a bit.

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
Not always. Far too often there are other fuckers involved.

What are you wearing as of right now?
Black Harley Davidson boots, black jeans, my “Shut up and lift” tee. I am considering making some that say “Shut up and fuck”

Do you have a pair of shoes that you can only wear with one or two outfits?
Several

Who is your last missed call from?
Greg

Compared to other people of your age would you be considered 'normal'?
Not at all. I am happy to say that I have never been considered normal.

Do you like convertibles?
Not sure that I want to own one as long as I live in MN but I’d love to rent one for my next road trip.

Can you take apart a car and name all the parts?
I wish! I do want to work on that skill someday. Preferably with a ’59 Caddie.

My car is:?
It is my home away from home. At any moment I could hop in and go on a road trip immediately.

In high school I:?
beat up the bullies, dogged the popular kids and hung out with the geeky boys

Do you drool/talk/etc in your sleep?
When I am really tired I have drooled on pillows and people. When I am under a lot of stress I have been known to talk in my sleep. I can be irritating in many ways even while asleep!

What curse word do you say the most when your pissed?
fuck!

Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hate?
yep!

What's one thing you actually remember about kindergarten?
daily races to get finger-paints and swings

Where do you want to go vacation-wise?
I’m thinking my next trip will be to Japan.

Last movie you watched?
Religulous

Who do you go to about your problems?
no one

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
you bet! Mom used to make me drink the stuff for free.

Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing?
thunderstorm! I love a good storm and I don’t have to shovel afterward.

What is your favorite thing to shop for?
sex toys!

Are you good at math?
I rock with numbers. It is words that I often struggle with.

Ever dyed your hair?
ha! Are you new here???

Do you have any siblings? Do you get along?
One and a half. We don’t fight but we don’t talk either.

Do you act more silly or serious?
Serious. Far too serious.

Are you good at keeping secrets?
the best

Would you rather spend or save your money?
Spend. No point in just letting it sit when it can be used to make someone happy. I can always earn more.

Do you ever wear hats?
Yes, I love hats! Especially fedoras.

Are you listening to music right now?
yep. Buckcherry

What were you doing at 7am this morning?
sleeping

Do you think you can last for an hour without talking?
no problem!

Do you know anyone else with your name?
not anymore but I knew someone who had the same name as my married one.

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
very much!

Do you always care what you look like?
No, there are plenty times when I could not care less.

Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?
I always like being kissed.

Has any one said they loved you today?
*tsk tsk* you have not been paying attention

Do you usually have weird dreams?
sure do!

Do you like your bed?
Love it! I’m crazy about cherry wood and I’ll really be sad if I ever have to go back to sleeping on a regular mattress again.

Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
of course!

Are you tired right now?
very much so! You know the saying: No rest for the wicked.
I can sleep when I am dead.

Have you ever really loved someone?
yes

Are you uncomfortable staring in to someone’s eyes who likes you?:
no. It is one of my favorite things to do but then I can be a complete flake.

Would you change yourself for someone you loved?
I would (and have) changed things and habits that were unimportant to be for someone else if I thought it would make me a better person but I would not change who I am or what I believe in.

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
yes I do

Did you ever lose a best friend?
every last one of them

Who was the last person to look at you like you were crazy?
Lorena

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
House of Pain

Last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?
Dragonwell tea

Did you go to sleep last night smiling?
No clue. All I know is that I was asleep within seconds of my head hitting the pillow.

Anyone told you a secret this week?
yeah, I learned a couple new secrets.


How do you take your…?
•Coffee: dark, black and not too hot. I have a ‘cat tongue’ and wuss out on drinking anything too hot.
•Eggs: love eggs! Sunny side up, hard boiled, omelets, frittatas…they are all good.
•Bacon: it has gotta be crispy!
•Toast: nicely browned. Peanut butter is a favorite topping or cherry preserves
•Choice of Breakfast Potato: Hash Browns, extra crispy with cheese and onions
•Choice of Breakfast Meat: more bacon! Sausage is weird. Ham can be good if it isn’t too fatty.
•Choice of Breakfast Bread: 12-grain toast or an English muffin with PB
•Choice of Dinner Potato: baked potato, no butter, sour cream, bacon if ya got it!
•Choice of Vegetable: asparagus, snow peas, mushrooms Really I like most veggies except corn.
•Steak: medium rare
•Salad: Cobb
•Hot Dog: Gopher coney (MMMMMmmmmm!!!!) or grilled over a campfire with ketchup, mustard, relish and onions
•Hamburger: barbeque bacon cheeseburger
•Pizza: pepperoni or Mediterranean (feta, artichoke hearts, olives, sun dried tomatoes)
•Buffalo Wings: the ones I get are called Surface-of-the-sun.
•Bagel: asiago or cinnamon
•Nachos: fully loaded with cheese, olives, onions, jalepenos, salsa, sour cream

What do you order at...?
•A Bar: Guinness if they have it on tap. Otherwise a dirty vodka martini most times although lately I have taken to just making stuff up to see if they have it. “Oh, you can’t make a purple frog? How about a cherry wiz bang?” hehehe…
•A Wine Bar: If I am at a wine bar somebody else is ordering.
•A Deli: matzo ball soup, turkey and Swiss on marble bread
•Arby's: jalapeño bites and beef bacon and cheddar sandwich
•BBQ Restaurant: rib tips
•Chinese Restaurant: cream cheese wontons and either egg foo yung or sweet and sour chicken
•Greek Restaurant: saganaki and koto sto phyllo
•Indian Restaurant: curried shrimp
•Italian Restaurant: linguini with red clam sauce
•Mexican Restaurant: horchata, enchiladas or a chorizo burrito
•Seafood Restaurant: crab legs and shrimp scampi
•Sushi Restaurant: spicy tuna hand roll, ebi, tamago
•Thai Restaurant: Shrimp Pad Thai
•Benihana: the teppenyaki sampler
•Burger King: chicken tendercrisp and the cheesy tots
•Caribou Coffee: grande Turtle Mocha, moosed
•Cheesecake Factory: Never been there but I would kill someone for turtle cheesecake so they better have that
•Cold-Stone Creamery: Never been there
•DQ: peanut buster parfait or a Hawaiian blizzard
•Kentucky Fried Chicken: Haven’t been there in years
•Long John Silver: ditto
•McDonalds: Filet-o-fish, large fries, half chocolate/half shamrock shake
•Noodles & Company: never been there
•Panera: Chicken wild rice soup and chicken Dijon Panini
•Salad Salad Works: Never even heard of it
•Starbucks: latte
•Subway: the buffalo chicken sub with everything
•Taco Bell: spicy chicken crunchwrap supreme
•Wendys: usually the spicy chicken sandwich with a side of mandarin oranges
•White Castle: haven’t been there in years

Fuck! I need to stop going out every night. I really could use some quality sleep. This morning I was outside and halfway to my truck before I realized I was still wearing my fuzzy slippers. Since I cannot get away with closing my office door and taking a nap under my desk I shall have to wile away my time with typing miscellaneous stuff I scribbled earlier, silly MySpace surveys and the like. Feel free to go about your business; it is going to be a long one!

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Got to chat with one of my favorite people Sunday. She was telling me about learning to cross-country ski for her birthday. Mentioned how she was watching everyone else and was amazed and how well she was doing. Thought that she must have some natural talent, a gift for the sport. Then she learned that the Special Olympics group was there for the day.
It is good to begin learning humility and to laugh at yourself while still young.
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I still love to play Car Wars. The original version, circa 1983. Even more so with my power nerd nephew. That kid is brilliant! Got ‘im hooked on Death Race too. I may be a bad role model but I am an awesome aunt!
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Eavesdropping at the coffee shop when it is busy is a blast. Where else can one hear discussions about “flaming phalluses” and two men discussing at length how amazed they are that their wives continue to put up with their stupid, worthless asses? (their words, not mine!)
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Damn! If you are stylish enough to own a pair of bright purple jeans, you should also be stylish enough to avoid wearing them with a vibrant yellow t-shirt and silver tennis shoes. Please forgive any typos but I shall have to rely entirely on touch typing until my eyesight returns.
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What is it with people who resist learning new things? Who steadfastly refuse to even attempt to try something new? Why is it that they are so inclined to brag about not knowing something? It is like they are proud of their ignorance. I swear every time I meet someone I just end up disgusted.
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Anyone who knows me at all knows how much I despise it people who yell to me across a room rather than coming over to chat with me. And, I always love Hard Times but even more so when usual baristas are on. Lately, when someone is so fucking rude as to shout to me from another table I no longer even need to say a word. I happily ignore the jackass while he/she comes out and tells the guy that he will be kicked out if he interrupts me again. If I ever win the lotto I am hiring them FT just to follow me around and keep other away.
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Okay, I stole this from a friend of a friend. I get to make a list of things that make me happy and another of things that wear on my last damn nerve. I tried to keep it relatively balanced since there are many days when I could easily be stuck on one or the other.

Relaxing while a friend brushes/styles my hair
Professors who know less about the topic they are teaching than I do
Foot rubs and getting my toe nails painted
When my flashcards get bent/creased corners
Setting a personal record in the weight room
Ass hats who plant their car in the left lane of a highway while going 5mph<>
Getting to play with a new firearm
People/strangers who interrupt me to chat when I am clearly in the middle of studying/reading
Flashy/crazy shoes and purses
People who do not respond to my messages
Working on crossword puzzles with a partner
Overly ambitious/energetic neighbors who shovel/snow blow/mow the lawn in the early AM when I am trying to sleep
Exchanging long alliterative messages
Smeary/smudged/grimy lenses on my glasses
Bubble baths with trashy novels
Men who approach me with, “Wow! You are really tall…”
Coming home to find my sidewalks have been cleared by my mystery shoveler
Squishy, mushy tomatoes
Dark chocolate!!!!!!!!!
“Friends” who disappear whenever they are in a romantic relationship only to reappear when things to go hell
Being the person to get the last no-bake cookie
Being the person in line behind the one who got the last no-bake cookie at HT
Getting to stay home on a Friday night with pizza and a cheesy movie
People who are on their cell phones constantly or take random calls in the middle of a conversation.
Silly made up games that lead to uncontrollable fits of giggling
The fact that red hair color/nail polish does not last nearly as long as any of the other colors
Skipping work to see movies in an empty theatre on opening day
Men who bitch about how women never make the first move but who then aren’t interested when they do because there is no thrill-of-the-chase
Fluffy, fake fur coats that are like being hugged by a teddy bear when I wear them
People who carry on conversations by shouting to the other party
Getting together with friends for lots and lots of dim sum
The rat bastard who stole my phone. Supposedly he is in jail right now for murder. I hope he is violently assaulted every fucking night for the rest of his life!
Vibrant, freshly colored hair
People who constantly talk about doing an activity but then do not follow through when the opportunity arises
Thunderstorms. The louder the better.
Bicyclists who want to claim a full lane of traffic and slow the whole motherfucking street down but then completely ignore any traffic signals and drive wherever they hell they want to if it means they don’t have to wait.
Vibrators!!!!!!!!!!
Dead batteries
Playing dress up for the camera
People who agree to meet me for coffee and then sit around and whine that they do not like coffee.
Bumping into someone I can play cribbage with
Strangers who call me honey, baby, sweetie…
Finding an equal/competent sparring partner
People who randomly take pics of me and then share them with others. WTF?
Scoring a parking spot right in front of the coffee shop/bar on a Friday or Saturday night
Paying money to airlines so they can treat me like shit.
Watching kittens play
People who write, “Congradultions!”
Spending the day making a big pot of chili, corn bread and a sweet potato pie. Mmmm…
People who talk on the phone in the gym while relaxing on the piece of equipment I want to use.
The first flowers of spring poking through the snow
Prejudice. Really, if you think that you are better than someone else due to your color, naughty bits, sex partner, whatever… then you most assuredly are NOT.
Spending time studying the intricacies and patterns of M.C. Escher’s work
Catching a wiff of the pickled-pigs feet & cabbage concoction that one of my coworkers came up with last night and is reheating for lunch today.
Stumbling upon a new version of a Prince song (I have at least 10 versions of Gett Off)
Parking meters that eat my money. Ditto vending machines.
Flights of tequila
People at concerts who feel their friends should listen along on the cell phone.
Gospel choirs
Nail polish that chips <24>
Two-steppin’
People who think they can avoid regular hygiene by dousing their stinky ass with a body spray.
Lilac bushes
Crowds. Oh, and long lines.
Eating fresh raspberries from the garden
Coming home to learn that my cats think tampons make wonderful toys.
Completing an entire painting without error
Lip goo that leaks out of its container and all over the inside of my pocket.
Finding a forgotten $20 in my freshly washed jeans
The chlorine flavored bottled water available at my job/school.
Getting snail mail that isn’t a bill or sales pitch
People who are too fucking insecure to just say what they want and dance around the issues.
Having an afternoon free to curl up in my big comfy chair with a book, cup of tea and the sun shining down on me
submissives, especially strangers, who approach me and assume I want to play with them just because I am not in a relationship.
Tooling around town on a pseudo-spring day with the windows down and stereo blaring
People who complain that they are bored. If you are bored, it is because you are boring. Shut up!
Wearing a fedora
Running out of Puffs Plus when my allergies are acting up
Warm from the oven chocolate chip cookies and an ice cold glass of milk

Hmmm…do we notice a trend with most of the things on the list of peeves start with “People…” or some variation on that? I’m telling you, there is an isolated cave out there somewhere just waiting for me to move in with all my stuff.
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Let the survey begin!!!


Ever been given a ring?
Nope but I have bought several nice ones for myself.

Favorite Christmas gift you received this year:
A black leather jacket. Can never own too much leather! :)

Thing(s) you spend a lot of money on?
books

Do you own a pair of dice?
I own lots of dice with anywhere from 4 – 100 sides. What do you need?

Biggest lie you have heard?
"I love you"

Favorite comedian?
I can’t pick just one. Mitch Hedberg was great. Wanda Sykes and Ron White are awesome too!

How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
I lost count years ago.

Pancakes or French Toast?
French toast. Pancakes are just big soggy sponges as far as I am concerned.

Can you play pool?
I used to be pretty decent when I played regularly. Now I am simply tolerable.

How many times have you been to the ER?
hmmm…at least 25. Maybe more

Does your ex hate you?
nah, I don’t think any of them hate me.

How ticklish are you?
that information is classified but I do know that there is only one person who can get away with trying to find out

Where is your biological father at?
in a small cardboard box

Have you ever had a pet fish?
No. I really want an aquarium but am holding off for now.

Do you like surprises?
I love surprises!

Last trip you took to the zoo?
still boycotting them

Last four things you drank?
water, protein drink, monster, green tea
How often do you take pain medication?
about five times a year or so

How did you wake up this morning?
grudgingly, slowly

What are you wearing?
jeans, long-sleeve hoodie tee and, most importantly, fuzzy, leopard print Doc Martin boots

Do you clean when you're upset?
sometimes

Can you play Guitar Hero?
never tried but it looks like fun

Have you ever had a dream about people you love dying?
yes, often

Is your birthday on a holiday?
well, it is MY birthday, that is as much of a holiday as there can be as far as *I* am concerned!

Have you ever had sex with your number 5?
I don’t have number 5… If I get one will I get more sex? Good sex?

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
oh my, yes!

Have you ever in anyway, been betrayed by someone you thought you couldn't?
sadly, yes

Has someone ever told you that they would be with you forever?
yes , I know several liars.

The person you have feelings for shows up at your house, what do you do?
I would be rather shocked!

Did you do something bad today?
what definition of bad are you using? Naughty? Sure! Morally? nah

Are you going to have a Valentine this year?
hahahaha! Now that is funny.

Did you get any compliments today?
personally? No, but my boots did.

Have you kissed more than three people in one night?
yes. I love to kiss!

How old is the oldest person on your top friends?
39

Is anyone in your top a virgin?
yes although the other three are such ho’s that they essentially cancel her out

Did you have sex today?
yep and I rocked my world!

What are you currently reading?
hmmm…let’s see: The Mathematics of Sex, Programming the Human Biocomputer, Bring Me the Head of Prince Charming and The Evil that Men Do

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
yes

Are your eyes the same color as your mom's or dad's?
dad's

When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
it depends on the situation but usually just let them go

Is it cute when you get kissed on the forehead?
yes but not many people can kiss me on the forehead

What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
12-grain bread and grape jelly

Who was the last person to walk out of your life and hurt you?
there is no point in naming names. We are okay now.

Did you mean it when you said "I love you" last?
Of course

Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
Most of the people I know

Do you think your last ex deserves to die?
No. We don’t belong together and I have no desire to chat with him but he is decent enough and I don’t wish him harm.

Are looks important?
Important? Yes, to a degree. So many more people are good looking than what is shoved at us through the media though and I am tired of people being brainwashed or too fucking wussy to say so.

Do you love where you live?
yes, for the most part

Do you think you can last in a relationship for a year without cheating?
I can go years without cheating because I don't believe in cheating. If I don’t respect him enough to be faithful, why bother to lie or be with him at all?

Where do you keep your money?
Money? I have money??? Cool! I have apparently hidden it so well that even I don’t know where it is.

Is your second toe longer than your first?
No. I am odd but I am not a mutant. :D

What color are your toenails usually?
I switch it up every time they are painted. Right now they are a frosted black but I could use a pedicure.

What color are your bedroom curtains?
black velvet

Why did you withdraw cash from the ATM the last time?
to put in birthday cards I was giving

Last person to give you a business card?
I don’t remember the name; that is what the business card is for!

Last time you received flowers/a flower?
I usually get a rose or two about once a month.

Last time you parked under a carport?
about a month ago at Psycho Suzi’s

Do you have a little black dress?
yes although I rarely wear dresses.

Do you like your family?
my niece and nephews are great!
Are you a miracle child?
only if you count the fact that I was born less than 9 months after my parents were married.

Do you have someone who is your hero?
no

Have you ever physically hurt someone on purpose?
yes, but then you already knew that…

Have you ever been in serious physical pain?
yes

Have you ever been in serious emotional pain?
yes

Are you stubborn?
far more often than I should be. I have improved immensely over the last few years though so I am making progress.

What's the worst thing you've ever done?
yeah right, like I would put that on here
What color is your iPod?
hot pink (yes, I finally got one. How could I resist the appeal of not having to shove the buds into my ears and even more tempting: no cords!?! Thanks Amanda!!!)

What kind of dog do you have?
Great Dane and boxer mix

How is your hair?
freshly dyed, blue-black and just past my shoulders

What is something you need to go shopping for?
I really could use some groceries. All my fridge has at the moment is beer and condiments.

Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?
It has been a long time. People don’t love me. Haven’t you been paying attention?

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
I am not really a phone person due to the poor hearing but yeah the ones I have had I enjoyed quite a bit.

Do you think too much or too little?
waaaaay too much

Most disliked food:
I am not a fan of corn but soggy bread is what really disgusts me. Bleh!

Has anyone ever mistaken you for someone else?
No, but my mother has mistaken other people for me. Even carried on lengthy conversations with them face to face. Ha, better them than me!

Do you like to text or call more?
Text for the most part because it tends to be less intrusive and my hearing sucks but I will call if more detail is necessary.

Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your bf/gf?
no, I wouldn’t even try

How late did you stay up last night and why?
4:30 am. I was busy and lost track of time. Even then I had to force myself to go to bed so I could get up at 7:30.

If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
Yes. I would have bought Microsoft at $7 <-ohhh, I’m gonna keep that one! Thanks Her Evilness Do you still turn to your parents for advice or comfort? ha! Not bloody likely! What do you do when you have a bad day? curl up in my big chair and veg in front of the TV How many albums do you have? albums? Only about 7. CDs on the other hand? ~1300 Have you ever wanted to delete your account? I have considered it but instead just deleted over half the people on my friends list. Would you put a 'Truth Box' on your page? hehe…I have considered it as well. I find the apps irritating, especially all the spam I get from others who download them but the Truth Box does seem like it might be fun. Have you ever lost anybody close to you? too many. They either run like hell from me once they get to know me or kill themselves. Consider that your warning. Ever given your all to someone who walked away? yep Name all the pets you have had: Pepe, Dana, Topaz, Oscar, Renaldo, Sophia, Portia, Klaus, Pietro, Francesca, Ruko, Luccia, Mira How do you like your steak cooked? medium rare What is your favorite salad dressing? bleu cheese Why, you gonna make me dinner? I could really go for a steak and salad right now!!! Do you like to draw or paint? I used to draw quite a bit but lately I have been attempting painting. Like music, I have no talent at all. Just do it privately for fun. Have any cool scars? The majority of my scars are on the inside. Why is the world unfair? because people suck Get the number or give the number? Usually people give me theirs, I rarely give mine out. Favorite CD(s)? Prince: Purple Rain, Pink Floyd: The Wall, Rammstein: Live aus Berlin, Flogging Molly: Drunken Lullabies When I'm drunk I tend to: become talkative and think that I am hilarious. What is your favorite shot? I usually drink tequila. Do you consume more than 2 alcoholic beverages on daily basis? nope. I maybe have two a week most of the time although I will admit to some exceptional weeks as well… Do you turn into a chain smoker while drunk? I used to. Coffee or alcohol both go well with a cigarette. What was your best Garage Sale find? a beautiful antique vanity What was the last sporting event you attended? MMA cage match What do you order at McDonald's? I only go there once a year (and it is getting close to that time, thanks for the reminder!) I get a filet-o-fish, large fries and a half chocolate, half shamrock shake. How old is the mattress on your bed? almost exactly 1 year Do you have any picture frames without a picture in them? Yes. I took down all the ones from the ex but did not have any pics to put in their place and so just the empty frames are hanging there. It was part of a big collage and it looked even weirder without the frames back up where they had been. When and where was your last speeding ticket or car accident? Queens, Corona Ave., about two and a half years ago Are you your mom's favorite child? not even close! Hell, I am not even her second favorite and she only had the two of us. Do you keep magazines by your toilet? yep! The last time you got dressed up, where did you go? Seven sushi bar Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and be sure they won’t tell? No. I don’t know a damned soul who can keep a secret. What color are your eyes? Normally they are green but today I have blue. Colored contacts are fun! If you were kicked out of your current residence whom would you call? I am not planning to call anyone. What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails? lip. I chew on it far too often, especially now that it is cold out and get chapped so easily. How many texts are in your inbox right now? 45 and the damned thing only holds 50. Have I mentioned lately how much I hate the fucker who stole my phone??? Do you know how to play poker? It is possible. Got any money? Do you have a secret that no one knows but you? I have a million secrets that no one knows about me Have you ever been punched in the face? Yes , and if you are going to do so, you better make it a good one! Do you even try hard at school? Rarely. I would be happy to if I had classes that were more challenging. Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now? Of course! I love to kiss. Ever been told you were loved by someone who didn't mean it? Yep. Every last one of them. That reminds me of a riddle. How can you tell when someone is lying? His lips are moving. Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends? Yes, had planned on doing so although I don’t think his girl friend would have liked it one bit. Have you ever made a promise you would die to keep? yes Would you kill someone else to save a loved one? In a heartbeat. It would be their last one. Last time you saw your brother? At my father’s funeral. ~16 years ago If you were going on a TV show, which one would it be? I’d enjoy being on CSI or Bones. Make me a bloody, gory murder vic! Are you imagining anyone naked right now? well I wasn’t but now that you brought it up… What’s your favorite type of flower? gardenias What movie can you watch over and over? Loads of them. Gentlemen Prefer Blonds, Dark Knight, Tank Girl, Men in Black, any of the Saw flicks What was the last movie you went to see, and who did you go with? Coraline. I went by myself.